~AN AWSOME AND FUN REUNION PARTY~

          Today ..erm nope should be yesterday la...i went for the primary school reunion party ( our class 6m) at plus 8...almost 20 something of people attended.... girls mostly change a lot(become more pretty la!! XD)while boys,the face still the same la just the height change lo!! hahaha....

there is it.....

xin yee (middle)face were so funny

cute girls~ haha

see~we're sooooo happy!!!

nice pic...but my eyes closed... :( still like it!!

I love this pic...everyone was pretty and handsome...woo hoo~~

                     me,felicia,xin yee and melinda

      

                    Actually, me and melinda was the earlies person who reached there (7.30pm) and we found out that everyone was not there yet!!! haha...then JJ asked us to booked the room first for 20 of us....the room was jus like K room...haha the only thing that don't have was no K to sing....i strongly recomand that they can add this facilities ....haha!! It was really a nice place for us to have our gathering there!!! It was the first time i've been there!!

                  Ha ha we talked a lot that night...and crazy of taking photo...until food also did'nt order..hahaha!! Just ordered drinks...its really fun~ hope that we can have this again next time,and more people could attend!!....maybe the day we have a reunion again,some of us may married ady!!haha sounds great ,bringging own husband and child attend the reuinion!!!hahahaha....it'll be so funnyyyyyyy!!!!!!

~Love Is Blindness~

                 What is love?i was asking myself about it for thousand and million time.....everytime when i fall for someone,this question may came out in my mind! while i just get a conclusion for it is 'LOVE IS BLINDNESS' 
                 The one u love,every his/her good or band things you will accept it! Like i said love is blindness,once u fall in the world of love you will ever be the part of it....either like an angel in the heaven or the demon from the hell.....

              Do u still remember the first time we met, it was just like the things in the love story...we did'nt meet each other in the crowd of people,we were on the same bus,you're sitting behind me and we're going the same place that we ever been before!That was the place we're going to meet up!

The very first time we met each other and i was introduced by my friend, and u introduced yourself too!we were bashful and do not talk much,u asked me where do i live,and i finally know that we're from the same place and we're just live nearby...it was so amazing!! and you told me that you've seen me before on the bus!

         

                                          

 Chocolates,lollipop,ice-blended mocha caramel,dry pork slices and the love message u gave me...i got it,before u confess ur feeling to me i already know what u feel with me...finally u  choose a special way to confessed ur feeling,the songs you wrote for me i still keeping, when i'm feel alone u sing for me.You asked me do i understand what's the meaning of the lyric, i do understand of course it was so obvious...but i being pretend to you that i don't know....it may makes you hurt but i'm not prepare yet to get in a relationship that time!But u told me that u will be always faithfull to me...you're really sweet and loving!!

                                                  When The Day Came
 Zero meassge from you,the disappearing voice of you,no more regards,no more good nightand sweet dream and no matter how i find u through my way....the things that i get back from you was just a cold answered!! Its just like a blizzard in my heart ,spring turns to winter and all the blooming flowers in our world become deteriorate and disperse just like the bloodbath happen...the only things left its just a hurt's heart,and the heart beating become weaker and weaker,how come u so cruel and heartless...the one who faithful and caring to me,where you go?...you're gone without a words....

Wondering when would my scares be cured, but i know that its take times........

I will not take revenge from you,cause u really help me to make a sweet memory in my life!! Your love giving me power and making me stronger to face the fear of being leave by someone and the loneliness!!

        Actually planned to write this yesterday,there's some error problem came out...so ...thats why!!!Yea,so continue now!!
        Finally i'd got my 'L' last week(thursday i think),but the photo on the licence was damn blur and alost can't see my pretty face..hahahaha!!wondering how were day taking the pic for me???aren't they had much experiences??it making me crazy,why??because my IC also same thing...UGLY!!!

                     see this is it...Ugly men...'thats not meeee..'

And i already went for the car practices for two time(2 hours each time),the first time he jus let me drove around the parking area nearby the kelana jaya stadium!with the gear 1 and 2 only...while the second time he let me drove back home from place i  said...quite far men,and there's lot of cars on the high way...first time!!sooooo nervous!!but sure i arived home safely ...

                    the bun key chain was i wanted so long...its very cute!!and its very real and smell like choc bun..wana get a bite!!
          
                Its just a random pic i upload, i took it two weeks ago!! i bought the key chain when i went outing with amanda(my secondary school freind) at 1Utama-5 ringgit shop!! its just cost RM 5....everytime i hold it in my hand i feel want to get bite from it!!! its so spongy and the smell of choc bun ....wooohooo!!sounds crazy right hahaha!!!

               I GAIN 3 KG!!! omg i can't believe this...i gained 3 kg for a month!!! hai~ a bad and sad news for me...i really can not bear those delicious food , u know what i mean...if u don't eat it, it just like a offence!!!But start from now , i want to loose weight...cause there is a gathering /reunion of primary school...i'm attending...so to let them see that i've already change a lot,and i'm no longer that fatty girl that sat behind the corner !!!! i've to looooseeeee!!!GAM BA DE >.<

SUCH A BOARING DAY (~O~)whuo~~

          What a boaring day...but actually everyday the same~ boaring!! feel like wasting time,there's been two more month to start my colledge!! Actually i'm planning for job hunting but because of the car driving thing..actually its blocking my time ..
          Today my dad brought me to sksyen 9 to practiced car driving(actually already prac.a couples of time) on the road one is ok for me but the parking one still got a little bit..or more than a bit :)  ...everytime reverse too fast..haha if there is a car behind sure i will bang it!! But today i think i'v got an improvement ,cause compare last time i don't even get the direction when doing reverse...(cause my sense of direction may weak a bit)so have to practice more!! TOMORROW my instructor will come and pick me up to learn car driving....wish he could teach me new thing and teach me faster(hope that he could teach me everyday)...i really can't wait to take test and get the 'P' !!!ya there's one more wondering he get my 'L' not??cause the day before yesterday he told me that he haven go and take it....so hope that tomorrow he already get it for me!!!

                                        THAT GUY
           Hai~ still wil thinking his stuff sometime and today watch the drama 'Autumn's Corcento' there was a scene of the couple who playing ice-skating,the boy hold and teach the girl skating while the girl holding his hand tightly...it was kinda romance and happiness scene...the scene just like me and that person !! we went ice skating before,he said that he wana prepare me before my ns friends come to pj (cuz at first they said they will come and visit us on may and go ice skating together,but lastly all of them cnt make it so we cancelled it)actually that time i was first time hang out with a boy...so it was the first special fren's outing for me!! but he not really,don't know how many time already he went out with girls(but is ordinary for him i think,cause he already went through 2 or 3 relationship..i was a shock too when i know that)i was holding his hand to but not as tight as the girl in the drama but i act a little bit that i'm scared la...haha don't know why??
But he already do his best to teach me and 'protect' me,but i still cannot skate!!actually he helped me to wear and put off the shoes too,quite shy men! but the thing he done for me i din'nt really feel the heart poppig or something!!weird right??my frens also say that..they said 'how come a boy doing such a romantic thing and treat me just like a princess,and u don't even have a bit be fond of him!! honestly i'm not really feel that,maybe i'm not kinda person who fall in love with the first eye contact!So until now i also don't know what do i feel to him ,am i admiring him or jus treat him kinda fren??there is one answer from my fren..she said 'maybe he is the first person who treat me so soft and the first admirer too, so u'll be something like lost and blurr.' i think she's right cause i just enjoying the things he doing for me and i don't really go and feel all the things he done for me..playing songs for me,confessing his feeling,the praise from him..honestly when he playing the songs while i actually not concentrate hearing what he played and what he sang...i just feel like more care about what others poeple thinking,do they feel so jealous or something !! and after he sang i just giving clap and praising him but not really from my heart,i admit...i really a bad girl!! so i think what i get from him now (not treating me as well as previously)is kinda thing i find myself....so quite regretful what i'm doing to him last time.But i really feel grateful and appreciate to him for everything he done for me,he's giving me some sweet memory when i'm 18th...playing songs for me infront of my fren,confessed throught the song's lyric,giving me chocolate,sending me lollipop at the jungle during camping,teaching me ice skating....this was a things who mostly teen girls will not met and it mostly only appear in the teen novel!! But i, i had it all!
So i really feel grateful for him and i'll really keep this sweet memory deep in my mind!! And i was no braveness to stand infront of you and say out the two words...'THANK YOU'!! if u get to read my blog someday, i wish u could accept it and forgive my badness.....
                     Know that maybe u already meet your mrs.right or maybe not,but the true thing that i know and i'm clear of it is i am no longer in your heart and maybe you seeing me will not have the sounds of heart poping and in your eyes i'm just an ordinary girl and not as special as the previous me in your heart!! But anyway i still wish u that u will happy ever with that mrs.right and i think she will be better than me and more treasure all the things u do for her!!And remember before u treat a girl like u want the chase her,u should really make it clear that u really fall for her....don't simply do anything to a girl even just giving a chocolate,cause girls kinda sensible creature!And don't simply confess to a girl....unless u really fall in love to her and please just confess it right infront of her!!it will show ur faitfulness and trueness of love!!

Thought something it going to lose,but now it suddenly came back is't a good thing for me?

     Thought that person maybe will not appear in my life anymore,but today he suddenly sms me...although its just a common things inside but ..it still make me feel happy.And the first thing come into my mind was ' he stil remember me!!:) ' Why do i so stupid to think like this,i don't know? i just told myself that 'let him go girl,he just not kinda guy that u like!'i thought i already do it...i already not care that he din't contact me or something the past few weeks!And i almost can make myself clear the stuff between he and i! But does'nt at all, i just find that he stil somewhere hide in my heart!...What can i do??it make me mess in my mind!!!
                                           
                        ~  CUTE LITTLE ANGEL ~
      Now wana talk something happiness,it was my uncle(mum 2nd's brother)just got a baby last three days,and i got a new cute baby cousin!!She's a girl,cute, pretty,double eye-lid(same as me) and she's a mix...cause her mum was a vietnamese!! When i look at her i feel peace and happinese,and her face were just like an angel...i think she was!!An angel who send straight down from heaven and she was a gift from god for our family!!!She haven have a name yet,so me and my mum was helping for looking and searching some name for her!! There was a name from name list both of us feel quite special and suitable for her...
in chinese可蕊(ke rui) while in english is carey(the pronounce quite similar)..

                   ~Little angel was sleeping~

Feel like passing confusing day all the time and wasting my sweet 18th!!!

      Firstly i would like to say that it was a new try for me to writting thoughts and feelings on blog!Previously i was wrote it in my diary but since my mum had a peep on it (i think it was an accidentally but maybe not)then i refuse to write diary again and i think i stoped it around 1 year....but i do that again since i attended the nasional service,cuz there were no peeper in there!!
       I came back from NS almost 5 weeks i think,and came back with lots of sweet memories and good knowledge.But these few weeks i started had a thoughts in my mind 'what am i doing now' ,cuz since back from the NS i can said that almost 24hours i stayed at home except the first two week stil got hanging out with some of my BFFs and camp's fren la and also when driving school!! i've think before going job hunting, but because of the transport problem then i drop idea of it....and now i feel like it was bored and wasting time at home...so i decided that i will go and find a job after i get my P licence ...maybe may!!
       Actually i have a thought to learn something like hip hop dance,piano(continue),guitar,and....the hip hop dance now was searching for the classes somewhere now but there were no hip hop classes around my  home area,the piano one there was a piano teacher stayed just right beside 3 houses away from my house..but i'd told my mum so many times and she was no respond at all..so...,while the guitar one...there was a fren from the NS camp who promised to teach me but since he seem like so bussyyyy and he din'nt mentioned it again so i think that he should be probably forgot!!
        Lastly,i just want to express my feeling to those my cute and precious frens from camp who barely lost contact...the things u guys did really make me heart break and i felt sad for it until now!!